Author: Beth Brown

Musician. Writer. Literary Connoisseur. Always writing, scribbling poetry, turning feelings into words. "Break my heart even further" can't ever be done, for I lost my heart the night I lost my son. Come find me writing at My Forever Son: Chronicling Grief, Hope, and Healing After Losing My Son to Suicide.

At the whim of Most Beloved Cat, I write as she tattles on the garden cats. Find Most Beloved Cat sharing her stories at Gardens at Effingham: Where Cats Tell the Tales

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Still From Sky I’m Falling: A Poem of Forgiveness After Loss

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Post date November 8, 2023
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Still From Sky I’m Falling: A Poem of Forgiveness After Loss ABOUT THIS POST: Still From Sky I’m Falling by Beth Brown is a poem about grief, forgiveness, and releasing guilt after losing a child to suicide. Eleven years ago, I lost my 20-year-old son, my only child, to suicide. Losing my son to suicide […]

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A Poem of Guilt in Grief After Suicide Loss: That All of Love Could Sweep Time Back

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date November 3, 2023
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A Poem of Guilt in Grief: That All of Love Could Sweep Time Back ABOUT THIS POST: That All of Love Could Sweep Time Back is a poem about feeling guilt and self-blame after losing a child to suicide. I lost my 20-year-old-son, my only child, to suicide June 25, 2012. I knew I couldn’t […]

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If I Could Find My Way: A Song About Losing My Son to Suicide

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date October 28, 2023
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If I Could Find My Way: A Song About Losing My Son to Suicide ABOUT THIS POST: If I Could Find My Way is an intimate song I wrote about the intense longing and ache I felt after losing my son to suicide. I sat down with my guitar, hit “play” on my recorder (which […]

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Dealing with the Heartbreak of Losing a Child to Suicide: My Personal Journey

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date September 26, 2023
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Red Rose in June, My Forever Son

Dealing with the Heartbreak of Losing a Child to Suicide: My Personal Journey Introduction In this heartfelt post, I share a deeply personal experience of loss and grief. This is a story that speaks to the pain of losing a child to suicide and the journey of healing and remembrance. My Forever Son, My Beloved […]

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Index: My Forever Son

Black-Eyed Susans in Full Bloom, My Forever Son

Index: My Forever Son This index provides a well-structured and user-friendly way to navigate through the content in the My Forever Son blog. Think of it as a helpful guide, carefully organizing the content into headings, subheadings, keywords, and brief descriptions. With this index, you can quickly and efficiently find exactly what you’re looking for. […]

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Help, Hope, Healing After Suicide Loss: Support, Books, Resources

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date June 26, 2023
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Yellow Nasturium in Summer, My Forever Son

Help, Hope, Healing After Suicide Loss: Support, Books, Resources ABOUT THIS POST: The content provides a comprehensive list of resources, support groups, and books for those who have lost a loved one to suicide, especially a child to suicide. The author of this post lost her only child, her 20-year-old son, to suicide 11 years […]

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11 Years After Suicide Loss: I Still Want to Believe

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date June 20, 2023
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11 Years After Suicide Loss: I Still Want to Believe Finding Hope in the Wake of Grief 11 Years After Suicide Loss: I Still Want to Believe is a poem that reflects on my grief and longing for my son who died by suicide 11 years ago. Dylan was a sophomore in college, 20-years-young, and […]

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Bury My Heart-A Poem about Losing a Child

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date June 15, 2023
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Bury My Heart-A Poem About Losing A Child ABOUT THIS POST: Bury My Heart is a heartfelt poem about losing my son. I lost my only child, my 20-year-old-son, to suicide June 25, 2012. A child’s death upends everything. Loving and losing a child brings a deep sorrow. I write poems, songs, and this blog, […]

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If Only a Mother’s Love Could Have Saved You-A Poem About Losing a Child

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date June 14, 2023
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Surviving the Suicide of Your Child: Support, Resources, Hope

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date June 11, 2023
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Books and Resources After Suicide Loss, My Forever Son

Surviving the Suicide of Your Child: Support, Resources, Hope ABOUT THIS POST: Surviving the Suicide of Your Child: Support, Resources, Hope provides a rich bank of valuable information, resources, and support for parents who lose a child to suicide.The author includes personal experience and offers suggestions for support and healing. Included, too, are personal stories […]