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Living Backwards Going Forward-Year 3

Living Backwards Going Forward-Year 3   Living Backwards: A Sense of the Surreal Living Backwards Going Forward means that in the strangest of ways, it is always, for me, June 25th, 2012. Or some time before that. All the way back to March 1992 and up to June 2012. I suppose to some effect, my […]

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I Only Hurt When I Breathe

I Only Hurt When I Breathe “I only hurt when I breathe,” a random post on social media, anonymous, yet so completely relevant to this grieving of losing a child.  Mother’s Day: I Only Hurt When I Breathe I found a Mother’s Day card a few weeks ago. Dylan’s last Mother’s Day card to me […]

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The First Year of Grief After Losing My Son

Instrumental Guitar Music (Written and Performed by Beth Brown, Dylan’s Mom) Does the Pain Ever End? To those of you that still feel you aren’t even sure you want to be here and you can’t imagine ever being happy again. The pain does change, it softens. You will want to live again and be able […]