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“If Only a Mother’s Love Could Have Saved You”–A Poem of Longing

If Only a Mother’s Love Could Have Saved You by Beth Brown Bones bear girth where once, love birthed you, arms cradled and rocking, love holding you to you.   If only a mother’s love could have saved you, been there to catch you fall tears stilled by the heavens   to where now and […]

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A Poem of Love, Loss, and Hope: “Tillers of the Earth”

A Poem of Love, Loss, and Hope Tillers of the Earth by Beth Brown

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Holiday Cheer? Christmas Day Chronicles

Christmas Day 201318 months out from losing Dylan I ran the gamut of emotions today, from true gratitude and joy with being with my family, to the utter despair, sobbing, and heartbreak of grieving the loss of my only child, my 20-year-old son. Mom said to remember the good memories through the years. That is […]

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Losing A Child to Suicide: A Sad Welcome

For as long as I have breath–and journey on–so does my child. In the Beginning Insides feel like outsides, and suddenly, nothing is real. Or matters–Desperate, mind whirls around what makes sense. Nothing makes sense. Not my child– This has all been a big mistake. Surely this isn’t–couldn’t be true. A film descends. Covers thick. […]

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Why? A Mother’s Reflections on Losing Her Son to Suicide

My Forever Son, Dylan Andrew Brown The beat of my heart shaped by you. The song of you which still now I sing.   And yet perhaps you could not hear above the deafening roar of your heart’s ache.     Ghost memories swirl everywhere I drove home last night past the high school. Dylan’s high school. […]