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A Song About Losing My Son-“You’re Free Now Child”

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“You’re Free Now Child”-All music/lyrics by Beth Brown
You're Free Now Child

I can't see where you've gone
And I don't know how to just go on
Without you can't find my way
Don't know where to go or what to say
How to breathe without you now
When it aches upon my soul

In my heart, you live forever, with me by my side
In my life, you're all I ever wanted
My child, my one true love
Without you here, each day that passes 
is just another day I must survive

How to keep on keeping on
How to open up my eyes
Again to see what God has done
You're free now child of mine to fly

So rest on easy fly on by
Soul travel now to be with God
My dearest child, my heart of mine
Know I'll be there when it's time

I miss you more than words
More than galaxies are wide
I long to hold you as you were
To have you reach across inside
To where you live forever
And to where I hold you close for life

How to keep on keeping on
How to open up my eyes
Again to see what God has done
You're free now child of mine to fly

So rest on easy fly on by
Soul travel now to be with God
My dearest child, my heart of mine
Know I'll be there when it's time

Lyrics, You're Free Now Child
Beth Brown

As I Tuck You In

A Song About Losing My Child-Lullaby for Dylan

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Dylan
A Song About Losing My Son-“You’re Free Now Child”

If only, if only, the moon speaks no reply;

Reflecting the sun and all that’s gone by

Be strong my weary wolf, turn around boldly,

Fly high, my baby bird,

My angel, my only.

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Louis Sachar, Holes

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