Month: October 2015

My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : Suicide: It Never Lets Go

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date October 29, 2015
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My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : Suicide: It Never Lets Go: Love Never Lets Go Merry Christmas, Dylan. Oh that smile– The pain of suicide never lets go. Dying Inside. Holding my breath. P…

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Living Backwards After Suicide Loss: Where Has Time Gone?

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date October 29, 2015
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Originally Published: My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : The Unwanted Effect of Living Backwards After Suicide That All of Love Could Sweep Time Back Should’ve, Would’ve, Could’ve, If I’d only Come to See, That might I future forward live To see all eternity. That I might know when and where somehow, And here and […]

Suicide: It Never Lets Go

Post author By Beth Brown
Post date October 29, 2015
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Rain Puddles Beneath Hemlocks

Grief Begins After Losing My Only Child to Suicide Dying Inside. Holding my breath. Pain on the inhale. Pain in the exhale. Sharp pierce of pain. Heart pain. Constant. Mighty. Rhythmic. The rhythm now of my life, my lifeblood stifled, plugged, narrowed, struggling, constricted by this undertow of grieving. I’d like to think I’ve made […]

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