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My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : Suicide: It Never Lets Go

My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : Suicide: It Never Lets Go: Love Never Lets Go Merry Christmas, Dylan. Oh that smile– The pain of suicide never lets go.  Dying Inside. Holding my breath. P…

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My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : The Unwanted Effect of Living Backwards After Suic…

My Forever Son, My Beloved Dylan : The Unwanted Effect of Living Backwards After Suic…: Where Has Time Gone?  I am aware, the further I come along this grief journey, the less I live forward. In the strangest of ways, it i…

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The Unwanted Effect of Living Backwards After Suicide

Where Has Time Gone?  I am aware, the further I come along this grief journey, the less I live forward. In the strangest of ways, it is always June 25th, 2012 or earlier. I suppose to some effect, my life is lived backwards. And I am in this weird, surreal space of not yet knowing […]

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Suicide: It Never Lets Go

Love Never Lets Go Merry Christmas, Dylan. Oh that smile– The pain of suicide never lets go.  Dying Inside. Holding my breath. Pain on the inhale. Pain in the exhale. Sharp pierce of pain. Heart pain. Constant. Mighty. Rhythmic. The rhythm now of my life, my lifeblood stifled, plugged, narrowed, struggling, constricted by this undertow […]